When Hope grows up...

As I put Hope to sleep tonight, she told me that when she has a baby, she is going to "let her get ANYTHING she wants at all the stores."  Aka. "I am going to be a WAY nicer mom than you and let her get a new Elsa cup everytime we go to Target.
She is also going to have 4 kids- 2 girls and 2 boys.  God, are you listening?

Fierce

I worked a full day yesterday, and then beau and I went to an event tonight leaving Iz with her dad (in the early moring), and then two different caregivers over the course of the past 12 hours. Needless to say, when I dropped by to give Yolanda extra milk, Iizzie's lip started to quiver the moment she saw me. Heart break.
I got home around 10, changed my clothes and went in to hold her. Because I can. Because she won't be a baby forever. Because I don't care if she is sleeping and its 10 o'clock at night, I missed her today.
Fierce- that is how I feel when I hold her close to me. Like I would kill for her. I have never felt this before. Is it because she seems more vulnerable than my other kids? I don't know. But it is so overwhelming.