Monday, February 11, 2008

The Nerves

Beau and I go back to the Dr. this Thursday with great hopes of hearing baby Reinberg's heartbeat! I get so so so nervous the week of our appointments bc I always feel like we are going to hear bad news. The first appointment, I was deathly afraid that the doctor would tell me that I wasnt really pregnant.. then that would have made me a crazy person by default bc all of my symptoms would have been phantom feelings..haha. So this time I have been feeling so good the past couple of weeks that I have this fear the Dr. will tell me something has happened to the baby.. I know, morbid.. but I cant help it. I just want to run over there right now and make them do an ultra sound!

Anyway, it is snow/sleating here and basically miserable weather, but I am so excited bc Beau is coming back from San Francisco today. He has been gone for 4 days and I miss him so much. Work is good... just trying to get this small grant proposal done! Cant wait til Thursday...

2 comments:

A~ said...

Nerves are natural, that is for sure, I had the same thoughts at time, but I KNOW, and so does everyone else, that you are doing everything you can (physically and mentally) for this baby, but in the end, some things are up to God, just remember you are doing everything YOU can Aaron, and I know that is a ton! You are doing great mommy-to-be, can't wait to hear about Thursday.

Donna Loes said...

Happy Valentine's Day!!! What a great present, to hear Baby Reinberg's heartbeat. And don't worry too much, you sound like a normal pregnant mom-to-be to me. Have a great day and keep us posted.