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So. Beau and I were finally in the same place for a weekend which was great. We went out to the farm on Saturday and helped Linda mulch and then I made dinner for her since it was Mother's Day. It was nice and relaxing and I love to cook so it was great fun. I dont know how I feel about people telling me Happy Mother's Day... I mean technically (no offense..I love you baby Al) but I am not yet a Mother. I am also kind of a superstisious (sp?) person so I dont feel like I should oblige the Happy Mother's Day's I have been getting. But I do of course, to be nice and agreeable.. I know, so not like me but I try. In conclusion, I will feel much more like a mother when I am holding this baby in my arms.
I cant wait to go to the doctor. I go next Friday, which seems like an eternity. I have not gained any weight in 3 weeks and I am starting to get worried. Although today my appetite started to pick up so I am hopeful. Its not like I want to pack on the pounds, but I do want to make sure this little guy is getting what he needs. I mean I dont know if I can eat anymore food than I am right now...crazy how I never thought I would feel this way. I suppose when you tell your self youcan have whatever you want, then you no longer want it! In the mean time, I am stopping worrying about it. :) Its not really worry, I am just anxious for my doc to tell me everything is fine and I dont have to stuff myself with food even if I am not hungry!
At work, the garden is coming along. So cool to see all the veggies grow! We have lettuce,chard, mustard greens, herbs, carrots and strawberries peaking through. The kids love it! I hope someday Albert will have this experience. My ideal school for him: PE everyday, and a normal recess, an onsite garden for the kids to see our food from dirt to table, and family style dining at school.... ok that is the MPH in me.

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