SO I left this morning and I didnt cry. I used up all my cry tickets last night. I am just glad it is such a nice day outside... that always makes life more happy. I did call grandma around 12 for an update and I could hear Al in the background; that was a little sad, but no tears. I think I just have the mind set that this is the way it is going to be so I need to see the positive side of things. He will be able to have early social interaction at day care and he gets to bond with grandma on Mondays. I still am able to feed him before I leave for work so that works out great and I got a whole hour with his cute smiling face this morning. My only fear right now is that he wont prefer me or know that I am his mom... I know this wont happen, but you can never be sure. I just tell myself that my mom always worked and I was attached to her hip inspite of it. So, life is good...rolling with the punches.
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I'm trying to figure out what I can do so that he'll get confused and think that I am his mom.
We are ALL sad that you are back to work. Even Puddy got a little choked up this morning.
Oh Aaron, it does get better, and no, no one ever takes the place of mom, but it can be hard at certain times... You'll always have special moments that no one else can have but mom... promise.
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