I have been in one of my moods since about 5pm yesterday. I dont like being mad, but man I cant shake it. We made cookies with Christina, Hunter, and Grandma. I was up too much and feeling very uncomfortable, but it was overall a very enjoyable experience that should not put me in a bad mood. I went to the Dr. after this and I have gained 4lbs in two weeks! (this is good)
Everything seems to be virtually the same, so all is well. She still cant verify if baby is head up or down.. it is making me crazy bc I just need to KNOW! I then went to work to pick up some stuff and talked with everyone for about an hour... that was nice to see everyone in the office again!
When I got home Al had just woken up and he is just so active these days, which I am hoping that under normal circumstances wouldnt bother me as much as it did yesterday.... it was one thing after the other and I was already soo uncomfortable with the contractions all day that him getting into EVERYTHING was making me insane. He wants what he wants these days and he tries so hard to make you understand (he is getting quite clear in his speech). But he opens the front door and runs into the hallway, he throws tantrums, he dropped my tv remote in the toilet, he insists on rumaging through our bathroom drawers and getting in the trash, and he hates to put clothes on...all of which I had NO patience for yesterday. All those things sound bad, but he is such a sweet boy most of the time.
Here is my theory...
I am uncomfortable. (I know every pregnant woman is, I just need my time to vent). I hate contractions. It makes my back hurt and I cant move. I feel like my medication is getting less and less effective as the days go on and that scares me. I dont think I am going to go into labor, but I do think I will have so many contractions and be miserable once I reach 36 weeks and am off all my meds. I woke up at 3:16 am this morning and was having back pain and contractions again. The baby girl is kicking my upper right ribs and lower right hip all at the same time. I made Beau feel it at 4 am so he could understand what I was trying to sleep through! Mainly I just want to feel sorry for myself... pitty party for Aaron.
Things to be thankful for...
God's watch over my life
Healthy babies
Loving husband
Wonderful help from family and friends during this time in our lives and always
Big Brother Walks Little Sister to School
11 years ago
2 comments:
Although I felt sorry for you reading this, I laughed a little too. Is that mean? I am not trying to be. All of those things are frustrating, and with contractions, even harder to handle. It was probably inappropriate laughter:)
I forgive you for laughing... you will get yours next time you get preggers, just wait!
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