Moments

I don't take time to write down the conversations, observations or day to day happenings of my life with these kiddos, but I so badly want to remember these moments. As I was nursing Iz to sleep tonight I thought about how tired I am and how glad I feel that she is actually sleeping (as opposed to the screaming that has been happening for the past 9 days)... And then the irony that in 30 years I will be wishing back this very moment! It's amazing how perfect these moments feel and are when you are appreciating them from your future state. So I kissed her tiny fingers. I have never appreciated a baby so much.